Yeah, you'll hear them say, find someone whose heart has been broken before, so he/she knows how it feels like to be hurt.

That's what I thought too. You were broken. I picked you up, I lifted you through, yet you were the one who eventually broke me. Well at least I thought you were the last person who would hurt me, but I over-estimated the situation. You blinded me with all your lies, make believes & whatever manipulating points there is. I was duped, completely. You made a fool looked more than a fool she already is. 

Honestly, I haven't trusted anyone ever since my ex-girlfriend, & you made me trust you. I don't know how it happen, but it just did. I wouldn't deny that it was beautiful while it lasted for the first few months, well I thought we could make it, obviously in collaboration with all the words you convinced me through. After all, I've said before, I was blinded & again, I thought we were in love. 

I don't really know my purpose of writing this, but I just can't keep it anymore. It eats me up every day, every night, every moment. I've been putting up a good fight with myself, telling myself I can do this, but I'm just lying if I say I don't miss you at all, becos I do. I miss every time spent with you. I may have said I've regretted, maybe regret the times I've never had the guts to tell you how I really feel becos I know I was gonna fall hard on my back, but I'm thankful for that becos it could have been worst than it already is. The only thing I wish for right now is to be able to talk to you again, the same way before, the same impression, with the same smile you wore when we first officially met, but with no pun intended. Strictly no more feelings, no more jealousy, no more heartaches, no more... nothing, just friends. It's hard to say it's possible, but it's not impossible too, just... whether you want it, or not.